LOVE
Semore…..

i really don’t know

and this is okay….

i am awake…still sadness 

consuming me sometimes…

so I  stabielize me

whatever this means…

or that for a matter of fact….

watering all the fields…

you know….? where 

the wild flowers live….

that part of you….

that part of me….

the part our human eye 

can’t see….

but we feel it…

don’t we…..?

or maybe not….

feel like I am waiting again….

for I don’t know what….

but waiting….

maybe for a shift…

a lift….

somewhere new to drift…

a float…

a boat…

or some driftwood in a moat….

i stay in theses appreciating eyes…

even through the lies…

I am not running from you…

It’s you that I am…

It’s always been you….

in the mirror I see…

more……..

TODAY…

I CAN NOT HIDE…

UNHAPPY…i am

so i cry with the sky…

and let my tears fall down…

my happy face today

is upside down…

i can’t hide it

its how I feel…

some sad movie

one its reel…

I won’t pretend…

when I see the end…

I will just wait…

till i see a new slate…

it all passes through

from me to you…

can’t do anything

don’t want too…

so I will just wait

a new day is upon us….

waking up…

truth before us…

what do you choose?

to win or loose…

window’s above

and window’s below

what matters

is you….

where ever you go

you learn and grow

we all grow together

in one form or another

it’s always one

waking up…

a new day is upon us…

love mom…

This is tough

   this is rough

I am down

I am low

where is my happy

I am very sad

  sometimes even mad

I was tied to you

I have so many thoughts tied to you

I am so blue, right now without you

I remember our love

I know it still exists

in the heavenly mist

it’s ours and nothing can touch it

we created it together

and its ours…

so now that your gone

I often visit this creation

for hope….for my new existence

is looking for hope…

now that your gone…

i am still reaching for this…

for you…I love you son…

I love you…

I love you son…

I love you…

I cry for you son…

I cry and cry and cry and cry…

I just don’t know how to say good bye…

so I won’t….and don’t …till we meet again!

xo love mom…

?

Where is happy…

why so sad…

grief a thief?

Oh yeah….even changing

its still exist in one way

………………..or another.