When all else fails……………just breathe…………
I’m dead in the head…
so I pretend and mend
to start all over again….
Living my fantasy…
for you and me…
finding my reality
lost somewhere seems
a dream…..
can’t fake this…
so I will make this
can’t shake this…
Why ooooh why…
……must I die…
must I fly…. so high…
to see you….
through and through…
It’s always been you…
The game the same..
married to this…
it seems…I’ve stretched
my mind in time….
can’t go back…
it’s where I am at
so I will this…
Greatness….
and believe in LOVE
I am crashing
I am lashing
my every existence
I feel lost
I am confused
I feel broken
at the moment
I can’t seem
the shake this
or make this
where is my will
why must I blind
and bind myself
waking through
this tunnel of darkness
trying to rediscover
my being of light
taken my son
leaving me shaken
I patiently wait
for my new gate
tell me more
so I can see the door
help me dig
so I can live…
I am reaching for you
like never before
I want to live….
In the will you
intend me to live…
yes mine….
which is yours…
I wait for you…

me