LOVE
I wait for you….

I am crashing

I am lashing 

my every existence

I feel lost

I am confused

I feel broken

at the moment

I can’t seem 

the shake this

or make this

where is my will

why must I blind

and bind myself

waking through 

this tunnel of darkness

trying to rediscover

my being of light

taken my son

leaving me shaken

I patiently wait

for my new gate

tell me more

so I can see the door

help me dig

so I can live…

I am reaching for you

like never before

I want to live….

In the will you 

intend me to live…

yes mine….

which is yours…

I wait for you…


Posted 1 year ago
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what the hell is going on…

where did my life go…

why does the wind blow

laying in my bed

feeling so dead

sadness is upon me

stuck in the ground

am i rooted to this all

falling downnnnnnnnnn

i am tired of shame 

         and blame

             and fame

what is it that I need to do

what the hell is going through

I am sick and tired…

……… fired

………………rehired

back and forth

and round i go

where do i jump

when do I let go

this time

what’s at stake

what the hell is going

help me for heaven’s sake!

Posted 1 year ago
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Tagged: hell, lost, time, low state of mind, stuck, down, waiting, shifted, drifted, dead, sadness, greif, loss, pain, process, processing, reaching, wondering, ?, !, thoughts, creation, mind, universe, gift, neutral, formless, .
Infinity…

I am not hiding

I am growing through this

caught in this rapture

trying to capture

glimpses of my self

the part that dwells with you

within….

I see nothing outside

I see only inside

that i will turn this

over to my own will my will

with all…

sourcing my energies

tunneling through

so I swim out of this sea

which i drown in

and break through

the ocean waves

to fly out of myself

into your infinity…

Posted 1 year ago
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Tagged: poetry, love, loss, gain, greif, flowing, flood gates, one, god, mind, soul, gacing, fears, process, release, search, within, wisdom, son, mother, rise, fall, exist, purity, pure, love, .